u r the onli one i need...

2006-10-09T03:18:00.000-07:00

why did they haf to put lit n chinese at the last 2 days???
why do i still haf to wait for exams to end.i waited a year oredi.?sigh
why the last few days to total temporary happiness are the longest.esp wif chinese?
sigh...
why cant it be over.?
why cant i still see you.?
why is the world against me?
why don't i ever do well???
why don't i get good marks?
sigh...
why don't i feel like studying anymore?esp for chinese my most dreaded subject
why can't i ever pass chinese?
why is my mind so restless?
why must chinese tchers be so horrible. n why must all the horrible ones be mine?
sighs...

life is full of whys n sighs...

2006-10-05T23:18:00.000-07:00

EOY is half over.
2/3 over!!!!!!whoopie!!!!!!!!!
but i think i will fail science n maths. sigh....no triple science for mii. it's confirmed. T_T its so sad......no mood to tok about it.
my sis oso having PSLE. well...i think she will do well ba. sigh.
yay! she coming to teekay. mii ish happi. =p orhh n she bringing frens too! yay.
it's onli a week to getting my doggie!!!!!!!!!!!YEAH!!!! have been wanting a dog since...erm...since i knew wad a dog was. ^.^

jamie just left. we booked the chalet!!!!!! ok...we girls having a 2C bbq.details below
where??? changi chalet.
when???2 nov
wad??? 2C BBQ!!!!! oso chalet open to those who wan to stay over.
would need to pay alittle for food n accomodation. amt not confirmed yet. =p

sigh....yesterday did maths furiously. but my effort wasted cus im gonna fail... wahhhh
my fren came over to study.lol.she came up wif this:

why eat vegetables. they r either grown in horrible chemicals or wif natural fertilizers a.k.a shit. if so then why eat meat too???meat r from de animals who feed on the plants who r grown frm shit. so isnt it eating shit indirectly?you cant eat fish either cus they shit iin the water they live in. n water? oh..all the shit frm the fields are washed into the water.thus it's full of shit. so eat air. looks like our world revoles round shit. without shit, we will die. there will be nothing to eat!!!! we cant not eat or we will die. not only eating. people r using the gas created frm shit to make electricity!!!! in school ppl tok alot of shit...without it, school would be boring!
conclusion: we live a shitty live. but hey. it's cool.

hahaha.she sorta went crazy. and i find it kinda lame. but anyhow, i was laughing so much...
i should be studying now. =p c ya!

huggs n kisses
rach

2006-09-30T00:27:00.000-07:00

Turn on Windows Mediaplayer/Winamp/iTunes/whatever you useand put it on shuffle.For every question, press "next song", enter title here to answer said question.

o1. How does the world see me?
She Will Be Loved-maroon 5
[yeah.]
o2. Will i have a happy life?
time of your life-green day
[woots!!!]
o3. What do my friends really think of me?
need you in my life-planet shakers
[:)]
o4. Do people secretly lust after me?
magnificent-hillsong
[so wads dat mean??!]
05. How can you be happy?
who knows- avril lavigne
[hmm...]
o6. What should i do with my life?
with you-hillsong
[forever!!]
o7. Why must life be so full of pain?
nothing is impossible-westlife
[sigh..]
08. Will i ever have children?
mobile-avril lavigne
o9. Will i die happy?
why not-hillary duff
[yeah.why not? :) ]
10. What is some good advice for me?
I want to love you forever-jessica simpson
[totally.thanks.]
11. What is happiness?
jump-simple plan
[O.o?!]
12. What's my favourite fetish?
now that you are near - Hillsong
13. How will i be remembered?
walk away-kelly clarkson
14. What is your love life like?
catch me when I fall-ashlee simpson
15. What is sex with you like?
perfect day-hillsong
[omg.]
16. What is your life motto?
rock this world - hillary duff.
[so totally right!!!]
17. What do your parents think of you?
his love-hillsong.
18. What's your favourite hobby?
L.O.V.E-ashlee simpson
[ erm....]
19. What does your best friend really think of you?
welcome to my life-simple plan
[well...thanks!!!!]
20. What's the worst thing about you?
beautiful disaster-kelly clarkson
[yupps.]
21. Describe your mind.
where is your heart-kelly Clarkson
[I thought it was mind???]
22. How will you die?
stuck-stacie orrico
[haha. But I seriously dun wan to get stuck when I die. or die if im stuck?]
23. How does your crush feel about you?
vacation-simple plan
[vacation wif mii?ok!]
24. What is your wedding going to be like?
thank you-simple plan.
[I will take the time to thank everybody!!!!]
25. What about your honeymoon?
breaking free-high sch musical
[we will break free frm de world!!!!!!]
26. Describe the last day of your life.
ultimate-lindsay lohan
[it will be the best day of my life.]
27. Why does life suck?
boyfriend-ashlee simpson
[quite true =p]
28. Why does life rule?
im just a kid-simple plan(again??? My shuffle's nuts!!!)
[I love being a kid!]
29. What will you be famous for?
higher with I believe in you-hillsong
[yup.for believing in God!!]
30. What's the craziest thing you will ever do?
rumours-lindsay lohan
[spread em?]
31. Will you achieve your goals?
could i ever-planet shakers
[I guess...]
32. What will your future job be like?
London bridges-fergie
[in london? Nice!.]
33. And your party life?
bad day-daniel powter
[aren't I a party type?.]
34. Overall will you be happy?
true-Ryan Cabrera
[true that I wil be happy?ok.]
35. Or will you just deal with it?
rain down-planetshakers
[the rain shall decide]
36. How's your luck coming?
fly-hillary duff
[great.now my luck has flown off!!!!!! wth]
37. Do people have crushes on you?
my happy ending-avril lavigne
[I guess that's a yes!]
38. Or do you have crushes on people more?
most high-hillsong
[cool...]
39. Is there a "special someone" in your life?
our lips are sealed-hillary duff
[haha. Ain't gonna tell you!]
40. How do you find your family?
here I am-planet shakers
[im always here for them!!!]

random stuffs

im bored n sick of studying =p
in the middle of sexual reproduction chap =X
having steak for dinner-i live for it!
brother is eating.again!
it just rained n its cold. brrrrrr!
frens coming for dinner
typical saturdae
i doubt i can finish studying in 1 day.
exams r in 2 days
im de worst in eng n lit n chinese. sobs T.T
im so dead.
my name means 'lamb' in hebrew. lamb of God! ^.^
my name is oso a symbol of purity.
im so not getting into triple science.sigh
gonna miss 2c. SOO MUCH
i rarely swear.
brother is still eating.
i think the last day of sch dis year will be the worst. =(
my sistarr is coming to teekay. but she beta study...
dats all!

huggs n kisses
rach.

dear Lord. please help mii to study these last few days. help mii to keep focus n not panic. please God.help me.

2006-09-20T02:26:00.000-07:00

i said my blog was closed.for now.lol.couldnt resist blogging.haha.fed up wif studying.today was slack n fun day.harha.had stupid PE test.i think i failed.but it's not lyk i gif a shit about it i guess cus its not counted in anything. bio was ultimatly sick sia. wah lao.haha mi n jamie laugh so much.mii too.hahaha. ms ang soo cute.IT was de best.lol we get to play games!!!!couldnt resist. played maple...lol yes i used to play but i am the noobest of noobs so i gave up. tried to download gunbound but it wouldnt go in so nvrmind.slacked!!!!! contact time was slacking period too. we could do own stuff.den mrs lee came to tok to us about our petition thingy.reasuring??hmm. but she is sweet. x) i think.aft sch cynnie went home.left mii n jamie. =( we two did tution hw.rewriting compo.hahahaha. laughed so much n took so long to finish.lol.she laugh non-stop wan de. all i said was that i saw a botak crow. den dunno why she laugh aft dat...laugh until her stomach pain.lol. den she make mii laugh. we must haf looked like 2 laughing hyenas.she had a boost of oestrogen.lol. finally finished.finally!!!!did bio mind map.den went home.hahaha.funny day.

this guy supposed to be studying his science. see wad excessive studying of science can do to you!!!!!!!!!!!!!sigh.
lessons learnt today.

our class is a bad class to teach sexual education.
you cant do anything if you laugh too much.
do not study too much!!!!!!!!

im going IKEA for dinner. and it's 3 weeks too my doggie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lord help mii study hard.please

rach.

2006-09-19T00:27:00.000-07:00

heyys!!!! im so so so sry i didnt update!!!!sry!!! been studying.sort of x) anywaes there are exactly 14 days left.which is 327 hours time.yikes!!!!not alot huh! sigh. not going to post about sch cus it's depressing n stressful.
yest aft sch jamie n cyn came over to study.lol.we did some work den got kinda distracted xp jamie n mii played de piano.lol tried to do a duet. i got all de timing wrong. oops! cyn playing my com. later went for tution. quite fun lah. she never scold mii for my absolutely crappy compo.i must haf been veri cold dat dae. haha. wrote rubbish. literally!!! my whole zuo wen was about opening n closing de doors.lol.got de 'kai'(open) n 'kuan'(close) all mixed up.oops! sigh. oops. more work. =(
today aft sch(note that school is not mentioned.) lol. we had a war?. cyn go n wet jamie's wallet. den cyn pull out jamies rubberband. cyn tried to pull mine n jamie's out. she got mine. i let go cus she was pulling all my hair out!!!!OWWW!!!lol.jamie lent mii cynthia's rubberband. den jamie put the sweets on de table. i wanted to knoe how many left mah...den put down my hand to touch de sweets. den cyn go n pull out my rubber band-erm rather hers. so mii n jamie try to get it bak. lol so farni. i grabbed cyns hand while jamie pryed out my rubberband. cyn got hold of her hair so i had to hold both her hands. wahh she veri hard to hold ended up twisting n turning.hahaha. it looked lyk we were dancing.so farni. in de end i got bak my rubberband n she got bak hers.haha. we were screaming n shouting the classroom down. oops!!!! went down to photocopy my note book for jamie. dunno wads wif cyn. keep thinking sick. we were waiting for jamie den i was explaining digestion n peristalsis to cyn den she keep saying it's sick. O.o??? hahaha.she's just so cute.going bak, cyn disposed of the mentos wrapping by tearing it into pieces n chucking it everywhere!!!!lol. now there's purple candy wrapper in de sch garden!!!!lol.walked home. the end!-to my aft sch story.
sigh.
lessons learnt:
yesterday:

never leave your sunnyside egg unattended.it will get poked!!!!!
cyn likes money!

today:

do not let your guard down!
cyn is good at litering!!!! lol.

announcement!!!!!!

my blog will be closed until exams are over. sorry for any inconvenience caused.

gotta mug.

huggs n kisses.

rach

ps. sry cynthia!!!!! for our war just now. but it was fun!!!! =)

2006-09-14T05:42:00.000-07:00

sigh. days fly.so fast.but i haf 1 thing to announce:
IPW is OFFICIALLY OVER!!!!!!!!!
it finished yesterday actually. i think our presentation went well.i guess. i liked our skit! made everybody laugh!!!!!!lol. de stuffed toys so cute!joanie's group oso did well!!!!lol. i think dis post will be super short.
art exam todae. erm. did all de shading n 1 stylised. wahh. yesterday i did de printing until midnight.i did it 6 times ok!wah lao. all of dem smudge. woke up early dis morn too. hmm.smthing's wrong wif mii.sleep so late still can wake up so early. oh n did a exam timetable. for mii to STUDY.yesh.i haf to study hard!
here's wad i managed to squeeze in during freetime.
hm.wad shall i tok about.watching singapore idol now. results.i wan hady to win. he can sing man!!!! better den some.sigh. exams r in 3 weeks time.to be exact 18 days.streaming is round the bend. i cant believe how near it is.haiz...study time.
ooh.jasmine is out.well it's obvious. hady n jonathan r in de finals...yippeee!
orhh n yesterday mii jamie n cynnie took many nice photos.jamie discoverd how absolutely cool her phone is!!!!i wan a phone lyk dat too!!!!!
sigh.time to go.gotta sleep.tired.got sailing tomm.

so sry about my horribly, crappy, random post.c yarr
huggs n kisses
rach

2006-09-12T03:45:00.000-07:00

OMG. i cant believe it. its term 4. 4!!!!!! sigh. oh n im de treasurer. sigh. wad did i do today? hm.study?! i mean i lyk come on. exams r in 3 weeks time. 3 weeks! omg. time flies so fast. it seems lyk yesterdae it was de first day of sch. soon it will b time for 2c to split!!!! oh no. argh. this sucks. =(
so.erm.hm.ar! we did not do much todae actually. 2 free periods cus mrs goh did not come. neither did mr how. thank god! he cant do anything except stupid aeroplanes.which is not even tested! oh n toked about de science thiongy wif mrs tan. i truly think it is unfair cus aft all these 2 yrs of hard work put in to cope wif our programme, we r treated like the others!!!!!!wad da hell! i mean lyk its not mii hu wanted to be in dis class rite. i think if i was in the other class i would do much better! den de tchers oso gif 2c a bad name-science talent class. i mean lyk wah lao. as if we go around telling ppl we r frm de "science talent class". anywae. its unfair!!!!!we work twice as hard in science n we r treated the same way as de rest!!!! den if we dun get in triple science its not our fault rite! it's harder for us to get A1 if we r studying 3 times as much as de mainstream. wad kind of thing is this! where's de justice ppl!? it's either they minus off 1 paper or they give us "privilages" lyk maybe a guarantee place in 3A? dat would b good.or at least a higher chance of getting in. or they could open another bio class just for us!!!! this is crazy. i mean lyk we slog our butts out to do well in our hard sciences n we can wad. we are not bad u noe!!! we r actually pretty good!! injustice!!!
did pw. presented again. den aft sch did many trial runs.haha. went to parkway to eat. jamie, mii n cyn stopped by de bakery to buy some cake. we all shared to lovely apple pie. ooh...im going bak dere to buy!!!!! went to eat at kfc. lol. cyn discover 1 thing. 'one who is greedy loses everything!'haha. farni. went to pick out a present for jamie's brother.cyn n mii went around looking at de baby toys!haha. so cute. cynthia so cute. carry de baby pluto around.i know wad to get her for christmas! jamie bought her bro a bionicle. to add to his collection.lol. it was so nicely wrapped! walked home wif cynnie. jame took bus. x) walking better!. but i guess harder for jamie.her hse further. saw this guy wif totally pink hair on de way home. O.o?
lol. weirdo.
lol. dis video is so cute!found it on youtube. enjoy!

if you wan de clearer version-> http://www.frontsteps.com/movies/animator_vs_animation/

it's cute. gotta do ipw. gotta memorise de script!
gotta work hard!

hugs n many kisses
rach

2006-09-09T21:07:00.000-07:00

its de last day of de hols!!!!!! de last day to rest till exams r over.sigh. mugging not done.there's smthing wrong wif mii.cant seem to focus.sigh.anywaes.had fun yesterdae.
yesterday:

went to OBS to play?haha.
got to punggol jetty at 3pm. boat nt here yet. *phew*
boat came. sat at de bak.got wet x)
saw a monitor lizard at de beach near de pontoon sp? it was swimming. kewl. got a good video of it.[upload later]
at OBS.changed to sailing things. went to rig de boat. not fair la. wanted to take out a lazer byself. dad said we take out de lazer 16. sigh. but halfway rigging it started to rain. no wind
=(
caught a baby squid at de beach n some square fish.hahaha damn cute! de square fish were some sort of jetty fish but did not know de name so call it square fish cus it was squarish!lol. i'll upload pic later!
did jetty jump.OMG. so high leh!!!!! den mus jump off. it looks fun.but when you are standing at de edge of the plank n you look down at de water sooo far below its veri scary!i stood dere for a while. wah lao.de plank shook!!!!argh. jumped off anywaes. fall alot. screammed!!!!haha.im never going bungee jumping!never! jumped a few more times aft dat =)
went to de pool! i lurve OBS pool.so nice n warm. took out de dancers to paddle about.lol.so farni.played "bumper cars" wif de kayaks. in de pool! damn fun!. it's much easier to paddle in de swimmingpool den else where. tried not to bang all de little kids swimming about.haha.brought the cam to take underwater pics. got water proof casing.
met dis tall sec 1 boy dere.he so farni.keep capsizing 4 no reason. my bro tried to paddle in a flooded kayak ended up sinking.lol.stupid boys.
ate a nice dinner.de bats were drinking water frm de pool n hunting de moths nearby. kewl.
went to de jetty to fish for squid!!!!!!!so nice! it was dark but de jetty was well lit. learnt how to put bait n all dat. i almost caught a fish!!!!but it ran away. de boys took over. haha.
was supposed to stayover at OBS but could not. sad.had to go home. took de boat bak.
not fair la.aft fishing de rest of de kids dere went rockclimbing.wahhh.i oso wan.sigh. at night somemore.should haf stayed. got home n watched movie untill 1 am.
slept.

sigh. dere goes de holidays. T.T no more resting.exams n coming.im dreading it.lyk duh!!! but somehow im waiting for it to pass cus den i can get a doggie!!!!!!!!!yeah!. finally. aft being promise for hm...more den 6 yrs?

orhh. n i could not take nice pics of pulau ubin cus it rained alot. sad. went to pulau ubin n i cant even get nice original pics of pulau ubin for project.sigh.will upload rest of de pics later.

i gotta study. God please help me.help mii stay focused for these 3 more weeks.

hugs n kisses

rach.

2006-09-05T01:58:00.000-07:00

sigh...im guilty of slackin again... dis ish wad i did these few days.

finally. took a long time to put up. feel free to take them. just dont remove my name! haha. i promise i shall study on thurs.[tomm i got sailing] today my sis bought mii a voodoo doll!!!! WHOPPI! haha i lurve her.

OMG. my sis just gave mii a super hot sweet! OMG..owwwww. it burning my tongue!!! de mint is commming out my nose!!!!!!!! argh.

i must study hard

hugs n kisses

rach

2006-09-04T01:47:00.000-07:00

im damn bored. im sooo guilty of not studying =( and i just realised that my blog is not popular.haha.

saturday.
supposed to go to SPARKc for e photo shoot. supposed to rockclimb!!!!!stupid camera man. waste our whole morning. in de end oso neva use mii. wah lao. waste my time. took pic of some kid model. paid her 600 bucks to point at a tree. stupid. i shd b paid for having my morning wasted. came bak. did some work. went to frens hse. OMG her cat so damn cute!!!!!!!!!!!!! found out it was a boy. they called it ceaser. he is sooo sweet. aft dinner i played wif him. haha. he loved chasing dis green rubber ball. den her dog came and ate it. stupid thing. ceaser started to cry. literally. so cute. he began to meow sadly. poor thing. sigh. den went home.

sunday.
did literally nothing.

now.
sitting here thinking. sistar n brothers nex door. went to play. im left here. =( probably going to frens hse later to play wif her dog n ceaser again! yay. till then im bored. tok tu mii.

i have to study.hard

hugs n kisses
rach

2006-08-31T23:31:00.000-07:00

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Cheryl is your soulmate.

You truly love Joan.

You consider Jamie your true friend.

You know that Cyn is always thinking of you.

You'll remember Yu Shan for the rest of your life.

You secretly think Maggie is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.

You secretly think that Daniella is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.

You secretly think that My Sistarr is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that My Sistarr changes lovers faster than underwear.

You secretly think My Bro Andrew is shy and nonconfrontational. And that My Bro Andrew has a hidden internet romance.

What Do You Think of Your Friends?

dis is weird. lol.. my bother is onli 4!!!!how can he haf a internet romance!!!!!hahaha. its for laughs

2006-08-31T02:15:00.000-07:00

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!!!!!!!!!!WOOHOO. my tchers rock!!!!lurve em so much. we had ACES day. was not fun cus we could not shuffle. sooo sad. concert? well more enjoyable den most!..used de time to decorate de cards more. aft concert we went to find the tchers. gave them de brownie!!!!!!!!i hope they love it! we spent 2hrs making them ok!!!! haha. aft sch ended, hmm. de gurls had brownie party.haha. de extras. den cyn, jamie n mii went bak to class to take books. ended up taking pics too.lol.went to parkway wif yu shan,cheryl,yinglin n joan while cyn n jamie went to their pri sch. so fun haha. ate pasta.yummy. we finished all de cheese at our table! it was full bfore! haha. took pics wif joan n ying lin. lol. walked bak to sch. to meet jamie n cyn. harha. started to rain. missed bus 33. took cab instead to bugis. went straight to neos. took 2 booths!!!wahh it so nice. cynnie scaning it. i'll put it in later ok? den went to de edge. met jamie's seniors. jamie BOUGHT BILLABONG SLIPPERS!!!!wahhh.n her mum is paying fer it. lucky gurl. my mum wun even buy mii a pencil case. =( mii n cyn bought earings. nice wans. ^_^ yay. but de first one broke. but i changed it. tooks loads of pics on de bus on de way bak. nice ones. yeah.
A GOOD DAY!

our neos some of them...cant get de rest up. smthing wrong =(

huggs n kisses
rach

2006-08-28T03:58:00.000-07:00

today im satisfied:

got through lessons.
no more chinese for 2 weeks! yeah!
finally submitted de petition
slacked
2 more days to sept hols
family is happi
frens r happi
made a plan to pon sailing.for once!!!! eh i haf a gd reason.

not satisfied:

i cant play during de hols.
my sucky results
haf to do de dumb ACES day on thur
cyn haven confirm if she can do de sleepover. =(
life's in a freaking mess
still haf to wake up early tomm morn.sigh

sigh. so bored. did dis todae. i noe. it sux. im an amateur. xp

sux hor...lol insulting myself

it stops here. =)

hugs n kisses

rach

2006-08-28T02:03:00.000-07:00

My soul sings
To my Saviour King of Kings
I need You
You are everything to me

I love You So much more than anything
I'll live for You
Jesus You are everything

You're all that I want
You're all that I need
You're all that I want
You're all that I live for in this world

Jesus You are all I need
Jesus You are everything
-All that I want

lord, my love for you...is un-describable

2006-08-26T03:12:00.000-07:00

HAPPI BIRTHDAY TO MY DARLING BROTHER ANDREW!!!!!!!WOOHOOO.he turns 4 tomm. but i shall wish him todae.

ain't he cute! i lurve him so much....

todae went to parkway wif jamie n cynnie. met joan dere.lol. spent alot of time picking our a prezzie for my darling brother. wahh. jamie n cyn bought him a lego car. TY so much u guys...spend so much money on my bro.i bought him a lego guy that can fix de car.lol.im sure he will love it.

cool rite!

anywae we walked bak to my hse to bake our brownies!!!!wahahah.so fun. first we melted the chocolate.cyn did dat n she she paid precious attention to it.lol.farni.mii n jamie beat de eggs. oops! got abit of eggshell in it! xp den we put in de vanilla n stuff. seived sp? de flour. den did folding.means to mix in de flour into de eggy stuff and chocolate. wahh. foldin so hard. jamie later got alot of muscles! haha.we put it into de pan.erm. i think it was abit big. Xp lol.smashed de maltese. so cool!sprinklesd it on top. den we baked it. can check out jamie's blog fer de pics. im sure she put it up. lol. waited for it to bake. took it outn wahhh....sooo nice. nobody can resist!!!!!!!!!!! can bribe teachers. =]

"oh ms nani...u giv mii high marks den i gif u a brownie ok?" lol.im sure can de lor. it melted in our mouths. drool drool drool.

all went bowling n swimming n left mii at home.sigh.

so demoralised over my stupid marks. i wont waste time telling them to u. T.T im so not going to triple science class. wahhh. sobs. i will miss 2C a damn lot. sigh. will miss all de farni things de bois do in class.i will miss all de girls!!!!!!! N MY BEZZ FRENS!!!!!!!SOBS SOBS so much fun.sigh. seriously.2C is de best ever class that i haf been. THANKS GUYS SOOOO MUCH!!!!!I LURVE U PPL. knowing that we will all split nex yr is sooo saddening. sobs sobs. i will miss u guys!!!!!!!!!!! wahh. depressed. the fun yr is going to come to an end. a HORRIBLE end.

was kinda depressed dis week. each mark i got made my life worst n worst. but thankyou to jamie n cynnie.cheered mii up todae wif de baking. i lurve euuu guys sooo much! my bezzie fwens!!!!4EVA.

i must study hard.

huggs n kisses

rach =]

2006-08-19T03:10:00.000-07:00

YEAH!!!!!!common tests ARE OFFIcIAllY OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WHOOOHOOO.damn happi lar.ok.it was yesterdae.geog was easy.got bak chinese n physics.i passed chinese.by 0 marks.phy got...well...veri bad lar. T.T jamie pro lor!!!!wahhh.lost 10cen to her.sigh. i knew i wld get de lowest.anywae.aft sch, jamie went fer training n cyn came home wif mii for a while, to wait for jamie. lol.so farni.had fun trying to creep about so andrew wouldnt noe cyn was dere. or he will cry wen we leave.he found out eventually.we were leaving den andrew cry so much!!!!!!wahh. i cant go out.orhh.andrew my brother.3 yr old brother. so i said i'll buy him a car. lol.had to bribe him to let mii out of de hse! my own hse sia!we walked bak to sch.cyn ran home to get ezlink card n i waited for jamie.den both cam n we went to suntec.dere,bought my wallet!!!!!MYUK!!!!! yeah! so happi sia.now finally got new wallet!den walked to marina for de movie.ran all de way dere.got kinda lost.haha.finally got dere.quickly got tickets n ran in. eh? haha. was empty!!!!lol.we were early.jamie went to buy popcorn.we had chips in our bag.shhhhh!.lol. click is such a nice movie!!!!!!!!!!lurved it!!!!!we all cry n laugh n cry.nvr cried so much in a movie bfore.so touching!!!!! esp de part he ran out on de road n de rain n he fell.wahhhh so sad!!!!!!sob sob. everyone was crying! came out. went bak to suntec.=((( no neos todae...cyn had to go.saddd.nex time ok??? took pics along de way n in de bus. had such a great time wif darlings cyn n jamie!!!thank euuu for such a memorable dae!!!!!!!!!

bEsTiEs fOrEvA!!!!!!!!!!

cHiO jAmIe n Mi iN dE bUs

outside sch again!!!!!!

satisfied now.why?

1.got wallet!

2.watched click!

3.spent time wif wonderful frens!!!!

4.hm.COMMON TEST OVER!!!!!! lyk duh!!!

5.i passed chinese?

dere was oral todae but i dun wan to tok about it.i think i screwed it.damn.

huggs n millions of kisses

rach =)

2006-08-17T02:47:00.000-07:00

chinese!!!!!!!wahhh but i survived it!now toking to cyn. both of us bloggin.wahhahha.chinese was a disaster.oredi noe dat i haf 1 mark shot. gonna die. lit.hm.i wrote crappy.wahh.sure fail de lar.my name will be at de bottom of de class.todae cyn got loads of pics of fong.haha. n video too.bit it ish abit bright.lol.onli can see heads running around.haha.english was oral again.listen to sm tape thingy.so weird.art.BORING!!!!!!but mii n cyn entertained ourselves by drawing dis

i like it!haha.aft sch went home.cyn went to meet preston n jamie went to shoot.sigh.im prepared to fail everything.miserable. but yay!!!can watch click tomm wif besties!n take neos.!!!!woohoo.but mus get through geog first.wahhh.sigh.beta go n study!

hugs n kisses

rach

2006-08-15T03:29:00.000-07:00

slightly dazed.nt sure wad to do.sitting in front of dis com,knowing i nid to study,but not making any effort to get my books but if i dont, i will die. sitting here dying...looked at his photos. cant belived how much he has changed. orh he is online now. sigh.hm. jamie n cyn just left. we did maths.yay. im so gonna fail maths n sci n history n chinese n geog n lit. dats just about everything.n jamie n cyn r gonna do well. im sure.sigh.i think im de worst gurl.......in class. T.T
depressed cus i m gonna die. im so dead. wahh. todae was a reeli reeli rainy dae. it was raining since science until end of sch. it wet our classroom. flooded!!!!!! poor jamie got de worst. all her papers wet n soaked. my table was quite dry n my stuff were not wet xD did stupid poster. mine's crap. jamie n cyn came home wif mii. did maths!!! yay. lurve euu twoo!!!!!help mii in maths. wah. i nid help in every subject. sigh. esp chinese. there is no way im getting into a science class nex yr.
learnt smthing.if you kick a tree aft it rains, it will rain again. lol. tried it.got all wet.

gd luck fer de rest of common test TKsians!!!!!!!!
huggs n kisses
rach

still thinking of eu.....

2006-08-12T19:55:00.000-07:00

fri:
sch was boring except for physics.lol.sat wif jamie!!!! so fun =] we were using jamie's phone to take pics of e class. we got nice photos. but so sad jamie's phone memory gone. now she cant upload them.aft sch i went home wif cyn to get a bk while jamie did some shooting.coming bak mii n cyn got stuck on e opp side of the road. the cars kept comin!!!stood dere for a while.finally got bak to sch. wahh.jamie pro.she shot 85 oredi. when she finished, den went to her hse to study. yay.at her hse we ate first.maggi noodles =] den we did geog. lol.so hard to understand or rather i was distracted, couldnt do de mind map properly.anywae,we finished n went to play outside wif her cat n her lovely swing. haha.ended up splashing water at each other.poor cyn was de most wet.haha. den her cat dissapeared!!!!! we were all splashing each other n didnt reeli pay attention to him.wahh. we went outside,inside calling him. he did not answer! kinda gave up.did lit instead. haha. did oral wif lit.we each took turns to read.den my sis called.i totally forgot abt dionne's dinner! she wanted mii to come bak. tolod her to wait.aft i put down my phone, den jamie n cyn said they heard jamie's cat in de storeroom. three of us went inside to look for him. he was dere!!!lol.we were making alot of noise,laughing n toking trying to read lit n eating potato chips at de same time.no wonder we did not hear his bell. went bak to lit. den jamie's cat ran in again!!!!haha. jamie pulled him out n he started to pull everything wif him. he dropped a bag onto mii. haha.i caught it. cyn closed de door.we put him outside.den immediately he rushed bak in.haiz. we spent our time chasing a cat! haha. he so cute la. want to run into de storeroom. but de door was closed so he went into de piano room. jamie caught hime again n put him outside but shut him in his cage.poor thing. but he was naughty. i had to go home le. de cat so cute. sat in his cage,looking at us wif big eyes, meowing.prob wanted us to let him out. walked home wif cyn. saw de president in his hse. =] he had a nice hse. went home to change n go swensons. ate a gigantic cup of ice cream. shared wif sis. wah. so nice!!!!!!went home to sleep.
sat: nth much.studied.
DAD'S BDAE!!!!!!yeah. frens came fer dinner.got my dad a big ice cream cake. yummy. watched 2 movies!!! 2!!!! ultraviolet n mr n mrs smith[my fren insisted] was fun.

sigh. was too lazy to blog yesterdae n fri. so sry if these r 1 dae late.got chinese n maths left. mugging for mii.nothing more,nothing less.

huggs n loads of kisses[im feeling happi]
rach

just wish i could see u again...

2006-08-10T00:06:00.000-07:00

here's wad happen on tue[veri detailed]:

woke up. sigh. it was a cool morn. wasted. but was going to meet jamie in sch early.
walked to sch.
waited a short while for jamie. we both wearing same t-shirt!!!!haha.of course. we bought together.
walked downstairs to find cyn. saw wen xin instead =].
walked bak up to class. found cyn in class!!! we walked the whole sch but somehow missed her.
walked down to assembly. stood for so long to listen to de national dae message. wah lao.
went fot mural. just trace onli. n draw in pen. found our pieces didnt fit. ended up colouring everything.lol. azri coloured de stars by mistake.lol. had to redo. =]
we walked around deciding wad to eat. bought hotdogs n ice cream. mr teo gave everybody a free pen for de hot dog. he said free gift?he gave mi 2. haha. he stuff pens into everybodies hand.haha.so farni. i opened my ice cream wrong way. sigh. everywhere we went i dripped ice cream. in de end had to bite it up, making a chocolate mess. walked round sch wif de remaining time.
wahhh. mural didnt win anything..sobb... took lovely photos wif darling frens. yeah!
went to sit in de gallery. nice yet cannot see anything. de camera guy farni. paranoid abt his seat.lol. he moved the camera for us to see. =]
concert was nice. i guess. de boys so enthu. keep jumping up n down. haha. jamie sent mii a song!
aft everything finished, jamie n mi walked to her hse while cyn went home. jamie's cat so cute!!!!!!! she also nided to put the flowers she got into water. it was dying!!!!!!! now it is in a nice vase.
changed at jamie's hse. didnt bring my skirt =[
helped her to decide which skirt to wear.
walked bak to sch. saw so many TK ppl n decided to walk to de other bus stop. cyn was dere.
got on 16. cyn was late for her movie!!!! preston was waiting outside for her!!!!!!
we walked wif cyn to de movie dere. preston was waiting outside. wahh. he so tall. =]
we walked around, didnt buy anything n went for lunch. tried de KFC chicken chop. ok lah. nt bad.
aft lunch, jamie bought a 4 leaf clover pendent thing.lol. she would haf veri gd luck now =].
couldnt find de escalator, ended up walking in circles. lol. so malu.
took mrt to bugis. cus bugis got wallet shop.
had to keep changing trains. so mah fan. lol. if jamie wasnt dere i think i'd get lost! =] ty jamie!
finallty got to bugis.
practically walked a whole round bugis finding toilet. haha. finally got to one n de door was broken. sigh. terrible.
got to de wallet shop. de hp pouch dun haf!!!!!!wad... came all de way here.
went bak to mrt. on de way jamie bought her bun thingy n i bought yakitori. i stupidly go n buy de mini chicken wing dat got bone. so hard to eat. ended up poking a hole in de bag n the sauce dripped onto my leg. wth.
got one guy stopped us dunno for wad. i think he was promoting smthing. he ask us weird questions lyk r we married to de same husband???? omg omg omg. weirdo. donated money to him. my $2 flew away =[ gave us a pen?
took mrt to city hall. walked frm dere all de way to suntec. walk walk walk. on de way jamie bought a high sch musical cd. mus lend mii kay? aft u done =]
almost got lost walking. haha. we almost walked into raffles sq.
finally got dere. walked all de way round to de wallet shp.
yay. they had it. bought 1 hp pouch each n jamie bought a new wallet. so nice sia.
cyn called. her movie had just finished. told her to go n eat wif preston.
saw n OP shop opposite. went inside for a while but did not buy anything.
went to mini toons. bought a little dice as a bdae prezzie for Auntie isabel.
walked to macs. sat down for a while. finally!!!!! looked at all de stuff we bought!!!!!!so nice!!!!
walked aroud trying to find the bustop. asked a lady but she told us wrongly n we we ended up walking 1 round suntec.haha.
finally found the bustop n walked across the overhead bridge. by the time we got dere we had missed 16. wth. it the lady had told us correctly den we wld haf been able to get on dat bus.
sat dere n toked. love toking to jamie =] bus came. so squeasy. so many ppl dere.
got off at sch. walked to jamie's hse again to get m shoes. she lent mii slippers. went dere. got my shoes, played wif her cat again.
said bye to her n her cute cat n walked bak home.
got home feeling happi.
bathed n went to cherie's hse. ate n watched movie. thunderbirds. kiddy show. i onli liked the boys. haha. de big brothers. cute.
got bored n was mssging jamie.n the arm of my pink guy dropped off!!!!! T.T poor thing. now onli got 1 arm.
went home to sleep. it was 1am.

crazy. do u not realise dat we spent alot of time walking n getting lost. haha. so farni. came home legs pain. jamie ty so much!!!!!!it was so fun wif u!!!! if onli cynnie was dere. nvm. she was wif preston.

huggs n kisses

rach

2006-08-04T03:07:00.000-07:00

today i cut my hair.haha.school was crappy.lets not tok about it. aft sch. cynnie n i walked to roxy square.dere got so many hair dressing shop.all quite cheap leh. we walked up n down at least 3 times trying to decide which wan to go to.lol. de ppl working dere mus think we crazy.walk up n down. finally decided on one quite nicely furnished wan. hm. sat on de chair. the lady took off my rubberband n let my hair into a mess. den she took clips clips n clipped most of my hair into a pile on my head. i looked stupid.lol.cyn sat dere n watched mii. slowly, the lady cut my hair. n quite alot off!!!! wahh.cyn got bored n started to do her hw. lol. sry cynnie.it took so long.anywae.when she finally finished, i got up n paid her. lol. all my hair on de floor!!!!!!! n quite alot of hair too. did not realise that she took dat much off.later walked to parkway for bubble tea. cyn was so cute,slightly amazed that the pearls had to be cooked.lol.she thot it came lyk dat. came bak. my granmother brought a fren home. it turned out to b her classmate.wahh. her classmate leh! when i grow old n grey i think i oso wld remember my classmates!!!!!! love 'em!!!!!! haha.
i haf cut my hair.finally. but i still dunno whether i shd go on tues. to estee's thing.
another reason to go-i think it is her birthday.omg. i cant remember my best frens b'dae!!!! dat was in pri sch. now i haf 2 more bezz frens.
another reason not to-want to go buy handphone pouch wif jamie.
help!!!!! im torn.
n yes i did learn my tingxie. but did not get full marks and fong did not mark it. so i haf an unmarked tingxie bk upstairs. sigh.
solved my colouring problem. my trees r dead. they r brown. oh well. dat is wad she gets!!!!!
huggies n kisses
rach

2006-08-02T04:13:00.000-07:00

haven updated my blog...yesh. i was lazy...haha. todae.ws period-same old stuff.goeg. presentation!!!!!!but nt my group. wld b later.now got so much ws to do...chinese.zuo wen.haiz...boring. she gave us bak our fist zuo wen. FIRST you noe!!!!! wah lao. she mark until liadat. but yay...i passed. woohoo!!!!. n achievement for mii. english + oral = BORING lyk siao. dumb picture. maths.was restless. didnt feel lyk doing anymore. sorta slacked. art. yay she did not scold mii for not photocopying. haha. cus alot of ppl oso. started to colour. looks lyk shit. serious. n i onli can use 4 colours!!!!i dun wan to end up wif a yellow tree!!! i seriously nid: black[lyk duh], red[starfish] orange/peach[stone fish. haf u come across a green stonefish? i dun think so], yellow[seahorse. it cant b brown], brown[coconut tree?], green[my tree is not botak!!!]. so i nid at least 6 colours. but Tmm onli gif 4. nvrmind. she so gets a weird pic.geog.yes again. presented. it was so short. mrs chen said it was short n sweet. yay! did i put u lot to sleep? i hope not. =] she liked the layout too. walked home wif cynnie. sry i couldnt go to roxy sq wif u...i feel so bad =( we go another time ok? when de nex dae dun haf tingxie.
now haf 2 decisions to make.
1) shd i go nex tues?
why i shd go-

estee wants mii to go.
shijie too. he keep pestering mii.
haven seen those guys in 2 years!!!!!seems a good enough reason.

why i shd not go-

30 ppl r going!!!!!!!!!!
i dun noe half of them
they[except estee, shijie n a few others] dun gif a shit about whether i go or not.
hardly a reunion.you can c y ^
he is not going

so shd i go or not?????. a veri subjective qsn.

2)shd i go n study tingxie n do corrections?

why i shd-

fong will kill mii.
later die.[same reason]
cant do tomm.
better learn. later mus chao xie.

why i shdnt-

im lazy?
stuck on com.
other reasons haf been deleted.i cant sae it here.

gotta go. thinking about cutting hair.nah.nt yet.

hugs n kisses

rach

2006-07-25T05:36:00.000-07:00

why m i sooo unlucky? did do smthing? why?

unlucky things that happened to mii:

during CE i kept banging my foot on the com n my com lyk so slow.dunno dat dao mei or not lah but it is unlucky.
jermaine n kai wei used all my correction tape. dunno for wad oso.it got stuck all over the floor n my bag.
couldnt find my sunglasses.but when i came bak den it was dere.it was hiding frm mii?
out at sea i capsized!!!!!! n I LOST MY RUDDER!!!!! dunno how it got lost??it supposed to float!!!!!it sank!!!! so unlucky. and sure alot of money wan leh. it was dere den aft dat not! why of all ppl mii???
got towed bak to shore. boat crashed the powerboat 3 times. almost got stuck in the engine.boat oso dun wan to face front so we got towed sideways bak to shore.wth.
during briefing jeff said dat the tiller was $45, extension was $30 n rudder blade was about at least $100!!!! i was lyk OMG. was kinda taken aback.
aft we finished derigging, mii n si jia went to find out how much was the rudder set. went to the shop n the guy said that the whole set was $315!!!!!!!!! OMG. how r we going to cough up so much money!!!!!! can the day get any worse???? so it will be $157.50 each leh. so much money!!!!dats lyk dunno how many weeks allowance!!!!!!! im sooo doomed.
den aft i finally finished bathing i bought cup noodles to eat. i was so hungry. i didnt eat since recess. den i was going to the car n my noodles ended up on the floor. it spilled!!!!!! there goes my food.i was so hungry.

thats about all of my unlucky day. why mii? i hope no one else had such a bad day. it was the unluckiest day in my entire life. cos now i mus churn out money. there goes my OP bag n billabong wallet lyk cyn's n jamie's.

wahhhh wanna cry. T.T

tearful hugs maybe no kisses. no mood.

rach.

2006-07-23T00:56:00.001-07:00

forgot to post about yesterday.phone rang at 5.30. didnt wan to wake up.messaged jamie n cyn to go first.cyn was alone at bus stop.sry cynnie!!!!!!got my mum to fetch mii dere.got there.couldnt find 2c.wahh.look n look until jermaine come n poke mii.den found mark n gerald came.but lyk nobody else leh.had to sit down.i onli girl leh. yu shan n cheryl came but they got relay.hui min got councellor thing,joan cyn n yinglin got np, wen xin n hui wen got red cross n jamie was sleeping.that left mii.den soon nid to run.didnt want to run alone!!!!! lucky cyn n yinglin come pei mii.love u guys!!!!yay. we ran n walk n ran n walk.and ran the last part...finish so tired. went to drink water.den jamie came.yay. watched talent search thingy. ok lah.not bad i guess.aft den they let mrs chan dey all go n sign the tk card thing. our 2c is sooo nice.frm far can see wan. yay 2c rox!!!! we were den dismissed. jamie n mii tried to find cyn n yu shan n cheryl but we couldnt!!!!!lyk everybody disappeared. so we decided to go home. take bus bak lo. walked all de way to the other bus stop.tried to get a cab but our juniors beat us to it. it did not stop for them anywaes...at the bus stop,tried to find the best bus bak. we decided to go tm to eat den go home. had to take 65,21 n somehting else.den 65 pass by.we were lyk 'hey!' haha. i sat dere n drank water frm my bigg bottle.haha.it splash on my face. jamie kept laughing.finally got a bus.a nice new double decker bus. we ran all de way to de top.when we reached, i scan my wallet, omg onli got 5 cent!!!!! had to top up but onli had 5 bucks den cannot eat.but jamie help mii pay for lunch first!!!ty jamie!!!i lurve u sooo much!!!!!! remind mii to pay u bak! had lunch at yoshinoya [sp?]. saw jamie's bag at OP.sooo nice. i oso wan.wahhh jamie got new bag cyn got dat new wallet n i got nothing....beta start saving!!!!! saw dis mickey mouse shop. so nice all the tees were nice lo.more money!!!! argh. im so broke. went to wallet shop. but jamie's milo spilled in her bag. went to toilet to wash up. haha.everything was brown. luckily we had towels.de wan sch gave.aft dat we wanted to take neos. met yu shan n cheryl upstairs. went over to century square to take. but de shop lady not dere. cannot change money. even the cinema dun wan to help lo. decided to go bak lah. so wasted. took mrt bak.n jamie's mum gave mii a lift to sch. ty so much jamie!!!! walked all de way home. couldnt be bothered to blog. started toking to pri sch frens. so nice to tok to them again lo. sigh. miss them so much.we should get together n go out ok?
hugs n kisses
rach

i just cant stop thinking of u....

2006-07-21T02:14:00.000-07:00

good:

went to cynnie's hse.it so cute.but was not there for long.walked all the way there n all the way bak.in the hot sun.wahh.
went to jamie's hse too =]. saw her kitty.soooo cute.it likes to nibble at my hands.i dun mind.it doesnt hurt.he so cute.jumped at my hand.n it touched cyns face.arhhh so cute.
erm. cant think of anything else that was good todae.most of it below.

bad:

most of sch. chinese. she spent so long doing the ke.no time for oral.it was later lo!!!!!!!wth.wat kind of tcher.n sae dat we haf to do the mo xie again. i spent all my time learning it.
recess i stuck the wrong side of chopsticks into my noodles so i wasted the time going to take a new one. den cannot finish eating.=[
oral.the worst.i toked rubbish.all crap. when i read i was trembling.couldnt read properly.alot of words dunno.i dun wan to tok about it anymore.
aft i finished i tried to find cyn but could not.wanted to tok tu her.depressed cus of oral.

neutral(neither good or bad)

cyn got a new wallet!!!!!!!it is so nice. her fren gif her de lor. got money xia.billabong leh.wahhhhh jelous.but happi for her.she got ppl hu love her.unlike mii.
ate curry chicken.had been craving for it.sort of.
came home to slack.

dats all ba.i hope it rains heavily tomm.

hugs n kisses

rach

why? why wont you tok to mi? i guess im not making a move either but bow do i noe u still noe mii? why cant it be lyk last time? before we split. you don't noe how much i think of you.i cant help it.

2006-07-19T03:13:00.000-07:00

i love tee kay!!!!haha. yu shan n jamie came to mii hse to do geog project.mii n jamie started to tok about lotsa things...den we toked about how much we like tk n i realised that tk is de best man!!!!!!i mean i alwaes thought dat but...anywae i haf no regrets wadsoever of comin into tk. it rocks!!!!!!!!yeah.2c rox too. love toking to jamie. while we tok so much yu shan was doing the qsn. sry! i feel guilty now. thanks alot yu shan. we got so much done in onli 1.5 hr. oh n writing a qsn paper or even a ws is hard lo. i did not realise how hard it is to type MCQ qsn lo.i mean lyk it is so easy to do but yet it takes chers so much effort to write it. or maybe we r just not good at it? newaes mus think of qsn, den mus think of de ans n the 'dummy' ans. day is hard lo. we onli wrote 5 qsn! n it was lyk sooo hard. i wonder how de chers write de exam papers lo. wahh. mus respect tchers!!! aft doing we went to c de kittens.dere r 2 day old kittens nex door. they r sooo cute!!!!!!! the mum was dere. they looked like her lo. this is her 2nd batch of kittens. the last were oso sooo cute lo. they were lyk alwaes running about n used to chase mi around.but some girl took them home =[

cute hor!!!!!!! but they not here le.

i needa go. got to learn mo xie for tomm. cya!
rach

2006-07-18T03:55:00.000-07:00

i hate light wind...wah lao.today wind so light.we doing tacking drill lo.cannot even tack properly.newaes had to share boat cuz got no more. aft tacking we did gybing exercise but den de wind died!!!argh. drift bak lor.as for sch?same old stuff.sigh...
todae the CE lesson on children told me how fortunate i am.i realised that i have alot.more than those poor kids anywaes.we must stop child labour!!!it's killing our future generations!!!!!crazy ppl.
i thank god soooo much that he has given mii way way more then i need.he has given a great family and wonderful friends. what more can i ask for?
i'll make this wan a short post cuz i haf to:

study for history test.
do hw
do vocab
study for hisory test(veri impt)

see. got so much in a short time.so bye!

hugs n kisses

rach

2006-07-17T00:33:00.001-07:00

so.sch?hmm.we did:

FT admin-stood for most of de period.dun ask mii y.mrs tan toking again...smthing about how to get to bedok reservoir n de coffee bin thing. wasnt listening.but mrs tan sae she 80!!!! she bluff la.wad crap.
math.did sets. dun think sick horr.it is 'sets'. n not anything else.quite fun.but lyk quite easy.
PE.did 5 stations. yay!!! so far all got A. so all i haf to do is get at least a C for 2.4 n shuttle run den can le. poor jamie could not finish inclined pull up cus stupid john disturb. WTH(not euu jamie)
music. same old stuff. rock n pop.disco n wad not. oldies.
chem.did practical.
eng. did de prob thing. TY yushan!!! help us do de prob.was learning ting xie.
chinese. oh yar. today onli got 1 chinese period cus got O lvl xam. thank you gerald n fendy!!!!tok so much n waste time.haha. arguing over de qsn. fong no logic wan. both ans oso can de lo. stupid lar. she cannot admit dat tchers r wrong for once lo. she wun gif in. it not wrong oso wadd. wads her prob?dats tchers for u...

so dats my sch day. other than dat..hm..nothing much la. i oso dunno y i bother blogging. so little to write n sae. my life is soooo boring. sry ppl.

tomm got sailing. hope i get a boat to sail.i dun wan to share....dats all!

haiz...i wish u would tok to mii again.like last time.

hugs n kisses

rach

2006-07-14T01:38:00.000-07:00

heyy...wahh long time no blog le. was caught up with sailing comp(yay i got 12th!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) sry guys. dis blog has been revived!!!!!lol.today was stupid.went to sch just for chinese n history.chinese-same old thing. tok tok tok tok. snore snore snore snore. history was abit more fun. studied de elections. got into groups n prepared a election speech thingy for our parties.we were PAP.lol. kai wei was lee kuan yew.had to gif de speech. anywaes...aft got sailing. actually no sailing.jus check boat. so we go dere n take out all de moe stuff. let de guy check lo. heng my boat nvr chip or anything. he check le den put bak lo. den take out sail n blah blah....so tired standing in de sun taking out all the sails, folding them bak n stuffing them into de shed.finally finished. going home. supposed to go cut hair wif vanessa but decided not to. broke. sry vanessa! called a cab. could not all fit into 1. split again n called another cab. finally cab came. wah lao. i onli just buy noodles to eat den cab come. had to carry my noodles, sprite ice, file, bag and try not to drop my phone n get into the cab. ended up bak in sch. den walk home.
dats about it ba.
hugs n many kisses
rach

2006-05-15T01:46:00.000-07:00

today was a total disaster. seriously.

form cher admin. ok.nothing happened yet. mrs tan juz toked. about alot of things.
science. phy papers back. not too bad. got 34/44. still... wasnt listening. argh...but will minus 1 mark cus goh mark wrongly. things gettin worse.
lit. DISASTER!!!!! got back lit section 1. i think i got lowest in class...WTH. ain't gonna tell u wad i got. its too bad. seriously.n unless i get 18 n above for the others im not gonna pass...probably wont de ba. ai yar...neva thot of failing lit! thot i wuld fail chinese. dat was bad enough. will probably fail chinese . worse.
music. yeah.the best of the day.watched movie. toy story. watched it a million time but at least it was a break.
CE. another disaster. mrs tan changed our seats!!!!! argh. was freaking pissed. in front jermaine. nex to mi sean. behind lin yi. wasnt dat bad lar. [not angry at de bois] but she split all the gurls!!! wth. as if dat not bad enough...she chose new class comittee. n she chose mi for treasurer!!!!!!! argh. i personally do not want to b in class com. but at least i not chairperson. but changing wif jamie in term 4. so sry jamie!!! cuz i culd not attend the training dat day. so sry! =[
eng. got bak rest of lit n eng. guess wat? haha. i failed lit. yup. by alot reeli. erm. 7.5 marks?. oh man. im not going anywhere dis hols. T.T. eng juz as bad. got 15 for compo n 18 for de newspaper report.
his. got bak paper. got 68.5...hm..i dunnoe if dat is good. dun think so. i improved! haha. yay.
math.had to stay bak for a while. take bak paper 1. well. haiz...juz passed. jermaine on the other hand did well. wth. he is not dat bad de lah. but tok alot.
came home. so tired. watched tv n slept. toooo bored.
dun feel lyk typing. gotta go.
bye

2006-05-10T18:31:00.000-07:00

wheeeee!!!! hahahaha im free from all the stress!!!yeah. exams finished yesterday. chinese. when i handed up the chinese paper i was lyk worrying what i'll get and all the mistakes i made and stuff. den i gif my qn paper to joan in front then she kept jumping up and down. den im lyk " y u jumping?" den she told mii dat exams had finished...den im lyk ohhhh yarr!!!!!! den aft veri happi lol. went downstairs to wait for HCL ppl to finish.toked alot wif jamie n cynnie. we juz sat dere. love toking to them. den they came down n we went to kallang mac to eat. den go jamie's hse. her kitten soooo cute! played with him. den watched movie. i wont describe it. its too...erm....nvm.lol. den went to eat. played wif kitten smore....he is juz so adorable...went to nearby basketball court to play netball. wah. 4 ppl half court. tiring but fun lo. went bak to jamies hse n sorta hung out in her rm for a while. listened to music n stuff. den went bak downstairs. i nided to go home. said gdbye to them. n walked home. walked past presidents hse. quite small. looked de same as all the other houses except in front got 1 small guard hse or smthing. shd b his hse. den got home. was a fab day. nida go. wanna go play com games. byeees
rach

2006-05-08T20:58:00.000-07:00

heyy...guess what!!! haha.i got a Motorola RAZR V3! ok its not mine.switched phones with a fren. juz for fun. haha. it looks so nice but nah...its hard to use. compared to other phones. eg. sony ericson or nokia. but its kinda nice. navigation is alright n the buttons r nice. but i cant see the screen under the sun. omg. i sound lyk im advertising dis phone. lol.
newaes today had lit. hahar. couldnt understand the poem. wrote alot alot of crap. =] essay was easier but i missed out alot of points.(according to frens) xp
haiya. tomm is the LAST paper!!!!! yeah!!!! but its chinese!!!! i beta go n study...c euu later. eek theres a bug on the wall!!!!! lol
byeeees
rach

2006-05-04T21:49:00.000-07:00

heyy...i long time no blog liaoz... cuz of exams....im not going to say much... onli dat IM SOOOO STRESSED OUT!!!!!!! OMG...
maths was a disaster. paper 1. spent too much time on first qsn. not enough time den rush lyk siao. at first didnt noe how to do inequalities. den finsh paper, looked at it den realise how to do!!! pick up pen, den mdm goo say pens down. WADD.... sure die de. smore. i did not haf pencil. had everything but pencil!!!! could not draw graph!!!!!! had to use pieces of lead to draw lo...im soo pathetic. lol
paper 2. i found it better lah...but sure fail de....dun wan my paper back.
soo sad. i m sooo not able to go triple sci de...i'll go take lit or smthing... T.T wahhh....
gtg...too xian to write anymore
bye
depressed rach

2006-04-27T05:57:00.000-07:00

here are the links to the clip i was toking about...it is soo sweet.
enjoy.
may god bless you
rach

http://www.donghaeng.net/english/love.htm
http://www.donghaeng.net/english/faith.htm
http://www.donghaeng.net/english/cross.htm
http://www.donghaeng.net/english/duty.htm

2006-04-27T00:01:00.000-07:00

dEaR God,
i pray that you help mii do well in my exams. pray that you give me the diligence to finish studying and not get distracted along the way. its english tomm. u noe. compo. i not that good in it lord. u noe dat too. i pray that you help mii tomm. that you help me to remember what i have learned and help me to remember and use good words lord. i also pray that you help my friends too. that we all can do well lord and our teachers will be proud of us. i'd like dat. i also pray for my sister, who is having her exams too. help us all to do well lord. thank you so much. i love you to bits!!!!!
in jesus name, Amen
rach

2006-04-26T23:50:00.000-07:00

tOdAy(thurs. sry my blog something wrong):
reading period-did abit of studying.nothing much.it rained
maths-went through maths paper. de wan we took lyk ages to do de...wah.still got so many dunno how to do.oh man. more work to du.
geog-did some old paper. did badly.
chem-mostly revision.had quiz.probably failed de la. IM DOING SO BADLY!!!!!!! i dunno wad to do anymore
eng-went thru last do wan. was busy studying bio. not really listening xp
chinese-mdm f late again. den wen she come in den make jermaine stand at de door juz bcuz de other day he go n say he 2a. den she sae 2a de ppl get out. sooo bad. poor jermaine.muz stand outside. did compo.actually supposed to do chen yu. wth. doing compo oso no point. we did de newspaper du hou gan. she sae it coming out for de exam. now den do wif us!!!!!! WTH. pissed. den oso no point.she cant mark n gif us bak by exam anywaes. she mark damn slow de. unlike ah ber. ah ber ROX. LOL.
i think this is de last post untill 11 may. exam mah.nidda study. soooo tired. n oso pissed off at mdm f. i nidda go n study ok??
byeeeees
lurva ya
rach

2006-04-25T23:49:00.000-07:00

when the music fades
all is stripped away
and i simply come
longing just to bring
something that's of worth
that will bless your heart

i'll bring you more than a song
for a song in itself
is not what you have required
you search much deeper within
through the way things appear
you're looking into my heart

i'm coming back to the heart of worship
and it's all about you
all about you, jesus
i'm sorry lord for the things i've made it
when it's all about you
all about you jesus

lurva ya
rach

2006-04-23T05:32:00.000-07:00

tee kay band rox!!!!! it was sooo cool...at first we went to de stadium...den wah.bus soo crowded. got dere...hard to find de west entrance.went to find seat...got kinda lost.soon it started...first were de marching bands...6 of em...not dat bad de lah...but slightly boring. hm. den were the display bands...we were first!!!!!they came out.we scream lyk siao.couldnt hear anything...cyn scream oso so loud...lol...they put on n EXCELLENT performance xia...didnt make any mistakes...or not that i could see =] well done!!! the other schools oso did kinda well...but i lyk ours de best. DUH. after dat prize giving.when they said our sch, we scream sooooo loud again...lol.so loud dat couldnt hearwat we got.lol.but we got gold!!!!!sooo happpi...haha.after dat it started to rain.i nided to go...was giving cyn a lift n my mum had to go buy dinner...so both of us chong out lo.wah...so many ppl.ran downsteps n into my car...but then we couldnt get out cuz got so many ppl walking.den dis big lorry stopped n caused a bigger jam.buses had no space to turn...turned onto de curb...wah.so scary.de ppl screamed. bus almost hit them lo...finally got out...went to frens hse aft dropping cyn.watched 'cheaper by the dozen 2'. nice show. tired.went home.sleep.
rach

2006-04-21T01:34:00.000-07:00

yesterday.saw a short clip on my mum's com.it was sooo touching. the korean music made it even more touching.
there was this boy.a cute little boy.God told him "Can you look after this for me?" and he handed the boy a cross with an arrow. "Can you hold it till i return? it will tell others where i am" the little boy agreed. the boy held it. people came.they saw it.and they followed the arrow to God. soon, every one had gone. the boy still stood there.alone.holding the cross. there was wind. trying to blow down the cross.but the boy held firm and did not let go.he could not let it fall. it was hard.he struggled.but succeeded. he held it through the rain storm.it was hard but he did not let go of it.it was his duty to take care of it. he held it through winter. it was so cold.but he could not abandon his post. he grew weak. wind yet again tried to blow it down. he held it from dropping, despite how weak he was. he did not abandon his post. but the wind gave one final blow. n the boy, together with the cross fell down. he could not get up. but then the boy remembered. God was counting on him to uphold the cross. it was his duty. he slowly got up, and picked up the cross. he held it up again. time passed.the boy never moved. he soon gave up hope that God will come back. he could not hold it any longer. suddenly, God came. he came and took the cross frm the boy. and gave the boy a big hug. He would never abandon us. no matter what.
im sorta crying now... lol..but it reeli touched me. how the love of God is so strong and how he would never leave us. He would come back for us someday.

"The LORD himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged." Deuteronomy 31:8
may God bless u
rach

2006-04-18T23:55:00.000-07:00

todaes was boring...nothing much happen de. heres wad we did
argh...nvm...sry.to lazy to type.nth much anywaes =].sry
during IPW to dae.did not do much.den mr anwari go n bully mii....wah...sae until lyk i so pro lyk dat lo.i m NOT...wahh...but reeli. he think i veri pro in pulau ubin...but seriously.i've onli been to the town once.to cycle.n i haf neva been to chek jawa...wth.den did poem.mine crappy lah.onli write crap wan.but de others sae wan use mine.oh well.
aft sch.looking for my mum.she was in sch.spotted her car.but call her oso neva pick up.i think she was teaching.she alwaes dely wan de =]
argh.i dun wan mid year to come lo.dun lyk to study.
to dae it wuill b short.i needa study.
byees
lurve ya
rach

2006-04-18T00:11:00.000-07:00

i just realised.i miss my primary sch alot. one thing i miss is my frens...i haf frens here.alot of good frens.but i cant help thinking of the great times i had wif primary sch frens.they were lyk my brothers n sisters.last year,i started sch in tk.at first i regretted.my frens aren't here.not many ppl frm my pri sch came to tk.most of them went to SHSS. st hilda's sec.i missed them so much.i still do.at first i even thot of transfering back.or mayb even nex door.to tkg.i had frens dere.i wanted them so badly.every night.i would think of them.u noe.first few weeks of sch.u dun noe anyone.i felt as if i was at some holiday camp.away frm my frens and i would go back to them soon.but i came bak to reality.this was real.this is where i will b for another 4 years.away frm them.i couldnt help crying.every night.i miss them.i transfered sch bfore.frm marymount convent to st hildas.but come to think of it.i neva missed anyone in marymount. i felt as if i didnt belong dere.
i bonded better in st hildas. in st hildas i felt in a family.a great family.a family in Christ.it was a chirstian sch.if someone was having a hard time, we would pray for that someone.we would pray for each other before exams or tests.even the teachers did.they prayed for us.that is another thing i miss about primary sch.i miss singing hymns in the morning during asembly. i miss saying to the teachers "may God bless you" after we thank them. i almost said it here but caught myself.it was not the same any more.

2006-04-17T02:02:00.000-07:00

heyys...juz got bak frm sch.normally i dun come home so late but it rained sooooo badly.could not come home.so stayed in sch to 'study' mif jamie,joan,yinglin n wynne. did not reeli study.more lyk daydreamed. i now at home blogging...supposed to do hw...sian la.dun feel lyk it. newaes had geog test aft sch today.was abit late.
heres wad we did todae:

formT admin-wrote journal.she collected cha-ching. i go n malu myself.took out $10 note.supposed to gif her $2 onli. oops.
science- todae is the 1st time i actually listened. but no point.i did not understand anything anywaes.sigh.wasted. still dunno about wad resistance wadeva...
lit-chong absent.dis scary woman came in.weird.made us do work.didnt noe how to do...mostly write rubbish.
music-mdm nora postponed test.quite happi
CE-speech!!!!!argh.mine was so long.stood dere so long. poor yu shan had to repeat cuz tim's row couldnt hear. den do some friendship thingy...den write journal smore.
eng-onli nani.chong absent ma.did another compre.boring
history-ok la.got 5/9 for 2 qns. finished mind map. ms sri sae wanna show mine to class...nooo. dowan. mine so ugly...
rushed off to find geog test.4got where it was.in canteen den remember.at 3j class.was late but could finish paper on time. but i think i fail lo. oh man...
aft geog went to canteen.found de girls.den it rained.

sigh.brother eating again...eating toast.he everytime eat wan.cuz he dowan to du hw. last time he ate his lunch, den 2 pieces of toast,den a cup of ice cream,den 2 bowls of cereal and a few cookies. wah lao.

i gtg liaoz.beta go n study...n i haf to du vocab

byees

lurve ya

rach

2006-04-14T05:19:00.000-07:00

todae was great!!!!! guess what? i pierced my ears!!!!!!!yeah!!!! ok.it was not exactly easy. it was slightly scary as i could see the lady take out these 2 small boxes with the earing ang a needle. gulp. i sat down and watched her put it near my ear.argh.almost freaked out. closed my eyes. suddenly. the needle went in.it hurt just then.but not alot.onli a bit.then she put the alcohol.den it was not so pain. the second one.was not so scared.closed eyes again.it went in.ooh.abit more painful. whew.it was done.still cant believe i pierced. hm.after dat it was abit painful for about 1/2 hour.den abit icthy.but after dat i couldnt feel it. hardly thot it was dere. nicce.oh ya.the lady said i mus wear it for 1 and a 1/2 months. oh man. n i muz clean it every day. sighs and go back every week for a checkup. wah. so much for 2 holes in my ear. n i cant touch it. keep brushing against it. scared later got infection. den muz close. $50 would b wasted!!! so muz b careful. now cheryl n wen xin would b the onli ones hu haven pierced. yay. satisfied.
i gtg now.
byees
rach

2006-04-13T03:37:00.000-07:00

hey u guys....todae was the best day ever.but bfore i come to dat, here's wat we did in sch.excluding the best part.

reading period-did another compre.didnt reeli do.haven finish.
maths-did more graphs.nothing much to say.=)
geog-nothing much.same old stuff
science-had a 20 mark test on chemical formula.lost a few marks cuz i write wrongly.
eng-went tru compre on de mount everest.peer marking.i marked soon haos one. dunno hu mark mine.
chinese-fong tok alot. waste alot of time. but we onli stayed for half the period!!!!yay.so happi to escape!!! xp

here is the great part. 50th ANIVERSARY GAMES !!!!!!!

first we changed...into our t shirts.was abit big.folded up the sleves so can see the "2c'06" we wrote. den go n eat.waiting for it to start. was abit nervous.we oso did abit of warm up and passing excercises. argh!!!!so nervous. the sec one match started.was too nervous to reeli watch the match.den went to watch the vollyball match.wah! dey won!!!!!so happi.den got more pressure.we oso muz win!!!soon they called for us...oh no...scared.we went but onli to report.den did abit of shooting.the match finish!!!!our turn. FREAK out!!!! i neva played WD bfore.dunno wad to du. ok ok calm down. got ready.soon on the court. PEEP!!!! start. my WA wah...she quite good.abit hard to block. wynne oso played well. good job. den wen i caught the ball,every body surround mii.hard to throw. wah.but in the end WE WON!!!! YEAH! tired.went to buy drinks. den walk around abit. feeling happi.mdm goo told us dat if we win the SAR den we win champion class lo!!! now relay runners got pressure. den they call for runners to report.went wif them.at first alot of mix up of hu would run.in de end, joel,jamie,cheryl,john n gerald were running.first sec ones run.den sec 2s! dey were nervous.they started.joel at first near de back.but around de tech block, he 1st!!!comin back was 4th.passed to jamie.wah.jamie veri pro.she sprint lyk siao.become first!!!!!!she was ahead so much!!!!!jamie pro!!!!after dat it was cheryl.she oso ran vry well!!! den after it was john.he lyk speeding car....so fast!!!!!gerald oso!!!! GREAT job ppl.later so happi....we won.won so many things.n oso overall lower sec champion.so cool.after dat gif out prizes.tried to get class to stand up.but failed.netball prize we scream lyk xiao n did kallang wave.or 2c wave =p. den wen got de BIG throphy we scream so loud.after dat went to c de band play...wah...dey so pro.so nicce.their formation n instrument 'tricks' jermaine so farni. spin his trumpet untill backwards...haha...but he oso good...vry good.the others oso.den aftr dat we took so many pics. de bois carried soon hao wif the throphy.n we all took pic wif out medals.i lurva mine!!!! so nice!!!!den walked bak home.now typing dis.

i gtg.needa eat dinner. hungry.

byees...I LURVE 2C!!!!!!

rach

2006-04-11T05:28:00.002-07:00

heyyz...been so busy.last nite panic cuz

forgot to get pic for art...
someone stole my marker. couldnt finish de board.didnt bring it today anywaes.yes im a bad girl
haven finish studied ting xie.
didnt study for maths! probably flunked it xp

newaes.its over so no point toking about it.

what we did todae:

lit-went thru refugees.i kana redo...oh great. but it not my fault wadd yesterday my com lagg cannot do anything...
PE-yay! mr singh slack again.he told us to go n play rugby n soccer.xian.did not play rugby.gerald got a 'normal' ball n we played captians ball. den court so small.wif 20 ppl playing...sighs.hard to block xia.
maths-mdm goo went thru graphs again.gave qns to do.nth much
chinese-fong wear dis dumb blouse.it baige.frm far look lyk she neva wear anything! hahaha. newaes she remembered ting xie.unfortunately.den went tru wb n blue bk.
eng-did more on de refugees.poem.boring.
art-EXAM! at first did not noe wad to du.den went to do de drawing n shading thingy.i finish veri fast.my pic small ma.den dunno wad to du. wasted some time drawing rubbish xp
maths-another test. at first panic.thot no time.spent alot of time on graph.but later finish quite early.hm.den went off early 4 sailing.hah.meryl n noel missed de bus.=)
at sailing.changed.watch them rig.uncle james told mii,mum yee n ZW so called 'grade' them for rig practical. but i not dat pro lehs... newaes did not reeli sae much. felt so bad.lyk cher.tell ppl their mistakes.but ok la...den they learn. but i neva minus marks frm anyone =) muz thank mii hors xp. no lars. kidding. den finish. uncle james passed them all. gd. mr anwari gif us money to buy drinks. girls used alot of money.i think more than bois. waited for mum to come...wah wait until 7.30 pm! no one dere liaoz. no cars.even de coaches left liaoz. oh n mum yee got bang on head by mast thx to mark n melvin.she gonna kill dem.
now at home.finished dinner.writing dis

anywaes now doing nothing.oh yar.juz remembered. muz finish board. n tomm got bio test.oh man.gotta go n study. got headache now la.

lurva yars

byees

rach

2006-04-10T03:58:00.000-07:00

tralalas....crapping again....trying to get tis stupid thing to work....sry...it put my dates all wrong...anyway im bored. seriously bored. almost as bored as during physics. n the problem is...i haf things to du!!!!!!! argh...com lagging,brain laggin gtg.byes

2006-04-10T03:53:00.000-07:00

argh!!!!! supposed to be learning ting xie....i dun noe why but i cant!
i juz sit there looking at my book but nothing goes in! sighs...maybe i take a break den try again...sry for telling u this nonsense but i haf to write it somewhere...c ya later
lurve yas
byex =]
rachie

2006-04-09T23:58:00.000-07:00

sighs.
today was boring. here is wad we did

FT contact- did journal
science-alot on circuts. wasnt reeli listening.fell asleep xp
lit- went lab.played a fool.okok.was supposed to find info on refugees.wadeva.i onli wrote 5 lines
music-come late cuz mr anwari tokin to mii...WTH.did own revision
CE-more here my say. nex week my turn! argh.haven prepare yet.wasnt actually listening.
english- fed up.more words.did summery.finished early wif 135 words.too lazy to add more.would probably mess it up further
history-was abit better.although i occupied myself by doing nothing! was half listening.distracted by de bois...

now i feel so guilty as i havent been doing any studying lately....argh!!! running out of time!!!!! help!!! the prob wif me is that i can get so motivating and trying to plan what i can do in order to study den when it is time to study, i run out of motivation and gets distracted.oh ya.found out in CE 2dae dat i haf 44.5 hours to study every week. i noe it sounds like alot but aft i minus all the time pretending to study i m left wif nothing...oh. n i hope dat it doesnt rain tomm.got sailing. oso de others having practical test tomm. veri hard to haf a test in de rain xp

gtg now....better start to study bfore i no more motivation! =]

lurve ya guys

byees

rach

2006-03-23T22:19:00.000-08:00

this is mii first post....can u believe it?
hahas...u no at first i thot dat a blog was a online pet or sumthing...heard frenz toking about it...i was so stupid....but i was pri 5...come on...newaes todae was ok...had no PE. i noe. i dread PE.thx to mr singh. xD oh no. i gotta go. catch ya later
byez... lurva ya
=rachie=

2006-03-23T21:44:00.000-08:00

dis mii first post!!!! i noe there is nothing on my blog now...but im working on it